I'm trying to think about and put in to words how I'm feeling. Well, I'm always trying to do that. When I sit down to write though, I find it difficult to find a direction where it will end up. I like the ability to be able to freestyle how I'm expressing myself, but when I get some time to put my mind the rhyming my experience, I'm as lost as The Fool in a Tarot card pull.
So I just do this. Let it out in random spurts of mentation. Even if I hesitate, it's because the flow of consciousness is coming to me to flow through me. So it's all guided flow in some sense. Even if on the surface it doesn't make sense. So one day there will be more to it, but for now it's Untitled.